Again thank you for your advice. It seems like you've been around the block more than once in terms of relationships. I am just so resentful with the whole matter that I am about 98% ready to move on. Repeatly, I have made my frustrations apparent to her, however she did not give it the attention that it deserved. I feel very sad because of my kids. I've asked her for a D and the first thing out of her mouth was that I was going to dissapoint so many people. I guess that really confirms who is most important to her. Forget about our happiness. Like I said before, I don't won't life to pass me by and not love passionately and be loved passionately.
I just can't be like some other couples that live under the same roof but live seperate lives. For me that is not living!!!
Again thank you for your time and all the other folks that have posted remarks to my situation.
