I have actually been wondering how you were doing the last couple weeks. I think the folks here together the last couple years actually develop a kind of sync with each other's sit.
He has actually just blessed you with something very few here end up getting. Answers.
We often try to second guess what is wrong with the aliens. We read and discuss books predicting their journey. But they disappear and we are left with no understanding, only questions, guesses, and self doubts. You have something now. After reading your other comments following posting his conversation I noticed things I want to mention.
He knows he is at the bottom. He does not know how long he will be there. I firmly believe it will be less than the time of crisis leading up to this. None of us know what he will do to get out of the tunnel or how long it will take. None of us know what he will be like after. I hope a better person who will never go near a tunnel again.
He is finally talking about things honestly and that is a first step. He wants to talk to you about it more later. He wants you to wait but knows he can't expect anything. You want to wait but know there are no promises. After all this time, you want and need something concrete to hold on to. He is not there yet and you don't know if he will ever make it. You don't know if he does make it, if he will be the person you will want to be with.
The thing that gets me the most, is that this news is very fresh. You have not digested it very long. You have not heard his next conversation or found how long it will be for him to call. Perhaps he is just going to stay alien to who he was. I think it is early to tell. When I say early, I realize you two are still moving in two different time zones.
I wish that the two of you could actually at least sync your lives into one zone so you could better determine who you think he will become, who you want to become, and if the two paths will ever cross in happiness.
Short of that I still want nothing different for you than we all want for each other here from beginning to ... well, forever - and that is personal happiness. Bless you. Peace be with you. Please keep updating your journey.
