why don't I listen to my own stories?

[Trixi]

Quick update while I wait for him to get ready so we can go grab a bite and do something.
He was unable to make it over until 7:30pm last night. As I mentioned before, I was disappointed because I thought we would have Friday day-Sunday morning together. But, I was thrilled to see him, (even if it was later than I hoped for.)
I was lookin' pretty fine and was glad to finally get to talk to him. I was pretty animated with several of my stories from this past week. He was obviously happy to see me.

At dinner I asked if he ever missed me during the week (the opportunity presented itself) and he said "sure." "I really miss you when I see you." He said that he was bummed out that he wasn't able to come over til last night. I was like "yeah? you were bummed about it?" He was like "Well Yeah!!" That made me feel good.

Went to our bar to celebrate our friend's job. Lots of the regulars were there which is great. We had a great time. He was pretty funny because there was this YOUNG kid hitting on me when H went outside to smoke (26 YO) and so H was extra attentive when he would return.

Last night, when we ML he said ILY SO many times. It was wonderful. He was tender with me. He looked in my eyes nearly non-stop. He kissed the parts of my body he knows I am most self-conscious about. I was afraid this morning (once the alcohol was fully worn off) that he would be distant. But he was even more sappy this morning. Moving the hair away from my face. Just so tender. He said ILY a few times (not as much as the night before) but his eyes said it.

He says that he often thinks to himself that he doesn't know WTF he is doing. He just needs to know that he REALLY wants to come back. (Me too!)

So, no, there are no plans for him to move back right now. I am continuing to pray that we can make the changes necessary to reconcile and turn our marriage into a dynamic/passionate one.