I, The only thing you can do is take care of yourself. I know it's extremely difficult not to think about them and why they walked, but at the end of the day, the answers are still out of reach. We can surmise all we want, but until they work through their issues and want to talk to us, we are on our own.
Take care of yourself and find ways to keep yourself busy. You'll know when it's over and you are ready to file.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
