My H had an affair and told me he was not getting what he needed at home...he had a major addiction to the internet and used it to satisfy some need that he had....ok...now he has moved form the internet to video porn......am I a complete idiot for reacting to that as just a shift form one addiction to another form of the addiction....am I over reacting to this??? I want honest true feelings to this. If I am crazy for feeling this way maybe I can address this with the counselor at my next session. he has made little to no attempt to have sex with me...the only time he did try it was unsuccessful...he said it was because of his blood pressure medicine and he could not make it work, but it seems to be working for him when he watches his porn. Yes it makes me feel like it is not working for me....he sas that is stupid and I am going nuts over nothing. Even if he does feel I am wrong to feel that way it really makes me feel belittled to be told my feeleings are stupid. I feel he does not truly want to work this out together...he wants his porn and I just have to deal with it. Well to me it feels like he is still running to another woman, just in another form.
M 35 H 44 D 21,D 18,D 17, D 15, D 13, D 11, D 10, S 9 BOMB DROPPED 7/16/07 STILL TOGETHER, TRYING TO WORK IT OUT H ENDED A WITH Ow 7/15/07
