I agree with what others said re the R talk. I came to realize that even when I felt different and couldn't understand things that were said to me on this board (I did understand the words, I just wasn't able to get a peak outside of my own pain), the advices given were sound and when I look/read back I know that I if I had followed them my M would probably be in a better place than now. Have a good day with your D, when you get home think about this board, you know that you are not alone ... there are quite a few people here following your sitch and thinking of you.
