I hope I'm not too late in responding to your post. I haven't seen anymore from you and you were talking about a possible A. Oh sweetie......please don't go there. If you are flirting and looking....and especially if you have already told the OM what you are thinking....you are on very dangerous grounds. I am so worried about you. Let me hear from you before I say anymore. I just want to know what is going on. Even if you did meet with OM and even if you have entered into an A......please talk to us and let us try to help you. Sure, we all have problems on here...that is why we come on this board. But, we can see one another's solutions better than we can see our own. So, come back and talk to us.
It is not about what you feel should work in your M. It is about doing the work that gets the right results. Do what works!