"but if you keep chasing her with R talks...she's going to keep running."
Swash.... there has been zero, none, nada relationship talks since early May. The closest thing to any type of talk like this was 3 weeks ago, I did say to her that "I am still open and willing to work on our relationship" to which she responded, "I dont know what to say to that"
I am not going to do this talk today. It is between 1 and 2 weeks off. But it is time to get at least some sort of status check here. I have been silent and patient for going on 5 months here. The only thing I have gotten are signs that she is moving further and further away. Not what I want, but if this is the way it is to be......well it is time for me to take my head out of the sand and face the reality of it. It is time.
Who knows? Maybe this talk will yeild something positive? At the least I should have a better direction after it. Like I said, it is a bit off, and I plan on doing some serious reflecting before this, consider exactly what I want to say and what I want to ask. I plan on keeping emotions in check. No anger. No tears. But consider it more of a fact finding mission........
I hope that you do not think I am ignoring your advice....I am not.. I have always place a lot of value on what you have said to me, and have always and will always strongly consider what you say. This is something I need to do for me, (and my daughter). It is time.
