I really do appreciate the war of the pep talks. It did feel kinda strange being fought over ... "no, I'M the one giving the pep talk here!!!!" LOL
Seriously, I get what both of you were saying. On the one hand, yes I have made mistakes and that does not make me a bad person. On the other hand, I have been dealt a bad hand and tried honestly (for the most part) to make the best of it. My main problem now is indecision and not knowing where I want to go with all of it. Its kinda like I have a K K Q J 10 in my hand. Do I discard the K and go for the straight, or discard the Q J 10 or maybe just J 10 to keep my pair and perhaps go for a high two pair or three of a kind. My fear of ending up with nothing in my hand is preventing me from going for it all. KWIM?
Thanks again for all your help, both of you, over the years.
Chrome
"Recollect me darlin, raise me to your lips, two undernourished egos, four rotating hips"
