lwb, I did get to sleep, thanks. fitful, but I got some, at least.
donna, I'm so sorry that CW is so involved with D. that must be sooo hard. in a way its good to know I'm not alone with my images. I'm a SAHM, OW works...and has a huge income that can help provide a ton of fun for my kids. so yeah, I'm the cookie baker, but things are going to get tight around here if/when H and I divorce. I have this image of their house, complete with tennis courts, lol, while I'm in this tiny little shack trying to scrape by. both images are probably off by a lot, but its hard not to go there sometimes. trying to remember I'm the hero in my life, I don't want to be the victim of it. I am woman here me roar and all that.
as for my as if attitude, well, part of what helps that is I have limited our talks to the kids/business stuff. I do allow his job sitch talk because, since it affects us financially, I put it under business. but I don't discuss my personal life anymore, and I sure as hell don't want to hear about his (he still lies about it anyway, so why bother?)
are you still coming in october? hope you can make it!
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"Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says, 'I'll try again tomorrow.'"
