I know it doesn't make sense why God keeps placing these obstacles before us. I continue to think, "What did I do????"
I really think it's what God knows about us that we are finding out. Everytime he throws one down, I kick and scream but get up and dust myself off and continue on working through that obstacle and not around it.
That's what you are doing. I'm sorry you've lost a friend. I understand that heartbreak and have been there a few times. Take your time working through it.
Hugs to you today!
Me-BS 38 X-WS 36 Separated 11/15/2006 Filed for D 8/1/2007 Divorce Final 12/21/2007 S13, S13 (twins), D9 Married 13 Yrs Together 20 Yrs