I am going out on my date tonight, should be interesting.
W spent the night at her sisters with DD last night and is spending it at her mothers tonight. I don't know why she does this, as I won't get to see DD until Sun afternoon.
I keep thinking that in my W's mind, "out of sight out of mind" is the only way she can handle leaving me. She still can't look me in the eyes, and when she does, I can feel that there is still emotions there. You would think if she was so over me that she could have conversation and look me in the eyes (no reason not too as all the secrets are out in the open). We had a really nice long talk about the future the other day for over 1.5 hrs, and she could hardly look me in the eyes.
I may be way off key here, but I can't believe that someone can lose affection after 17 years of true love. I can understand that she was so depressed when she made the decision and her emotions are with someone else, but can you truly get over your first love? Especially after healing time, and when she begins to see things clearly, and that life was not as bad as she thought.
Anyway, I have to go and get ready. Hope you all are having a good weekend, All my best, AndyV
