How're you doing? I'm only on here once or twice a week to just kinda browse through the threads. I'm so tired of reading I don't even feel like writing replies even when I sometimes want to, luckily there's lots of better and more qualified people on here to give advice to those who need it.
I'm hanging in there, I guess I don't have much of a choice. I still get that familiar comfortable feeling when I spend any amount of time with her and it seems like we'll be OK but the next instant I realize that she no longer feels what I feel. She came to pick D up a few days ago and as she was leaving she asked me if I wanted to go with them to the toy store. I said OK, along the way she said she wanted to look at some clothes really quick so we stopped at the store and while she went in to buy some shorts she didn't see anything she liked. Then she walks over to the underwear section and starts picking out panties. I jokingly said "are you buying those leopard print ones?" she said "sure, not like anyone sees them"...so I'm thinking in a way that's a good thing if she means that she's not sleeping with anyone but who knows?...anyway so I think she still feels comfortable around me but I guess that's not good enough for her to change her mind about us.
Divorce wise, everything's always been on her time table it seems, she nudges it along when she wants to. Since she's now abroad (one word lol) there's a lull. I'm sure two weeks from now when she's back she'll start it up again. So far nothing new since the last update.
Me: 32|W: 34|D: 3yo 1st bomb: Feb 2006 (left one day, came back a week later) 2nd bomb: Aug 2006 (moved out, ILYBNILWY) 3rd bomb: Apr 2007 (filed for divorce) 4th bomb: <her finger on the launch button>
