mkultra~Sounds like that song is very appropriate for a lot of us here, lol!
Forever21~Thanks! I'm trying, really I am but it is so hard to not blow up on the phone in front of your kids!
I got a note at my door that since i'm behind on my gas payment they shut it off,,just not the electricity~long story. Then I go to my L's office & she will not be ready for me until mid-Oct.! Meanwhile, STBXH is now insisting we do mediation~thru his L, which is fine w/me as long as I get what I discussed w/my L (doubtful) then today I asked STBXH who his L was, he says its' none of my business & that we will be forced to go to mediation(which I knew already) 1st so it can be resolved there before it goes to court(all stuff I told him before),,,the new twist to the saga,,I think he is trying to have me served but i'm being elusive so I can get my ducks in a row since L cannot do anything til mid OCT! Knocks at the door, phone calls from pay phones, strange cars circling my house, etc. When it doesn't happen he TM's me back something angry & says, do this, do that or hmmm,,,H: I thought you said you were home,,ME: well the last time I asked if you were home you said it was none of my business so,,,,DITTO!
I'm so glad hes' gone to Vegas for 5 days, altho my boys are acting up probably b/c our lives are a mess,,we're so stressed! I think we need another appt. w/their counselor!
Don't know how much more I can stand of this! 1st hes' nice then hes' mean,,back & forth!
Oh, and did I mention that hes' being an A$$ to me about EVERYTHING re: the kids & money?! I asked H last night about S13's school pics day(today), ME: Are we gonna split it later(pics&$) like we did last yr & just order the big pkg for both kids tomorrow?,,H: No, I'll get my own order form for both, then we can order whatever the hell we want! ME: Okayyee? Have a nice night! I know, I know this too shall pass,,just not soon enough!
Girls,,,I'm trying to remember the part that Goldie Hawn plays in the movie "First Wives Club", where she is so nice to her ex when he calls her after losing the Lambourghini! Happy place, happy place, happy place.....
Not on the 'country fair' rollercoaster anymore,,,I'm on the 'Kennywood' Steel Phantom now!!
Kim
M44H44 M18 T22 Sep7yrs-3/10 S23,22,15,11 10/07I file 2/08D postponed by H 2/09D on 3/09H moves in 8/09I kick H out 9/09H-PA 10/09-2/10mediate 3/10OW discoved 5/10H&OW engaged 7/10DDay w/atty
