Yes, Corri. I'm with you. I try to find things to keep me occupied... but likely I am not truly stimulated. But that's a whole other ball of wax of "who am I and what should I be doing?". sigh.
Fran - LOVE your ps. LOL! And yes, when I ramble, it's hard to follow. thanks for the advice, I need to lower the expectations a bit. That's going to be hard for me. But, I don't think I'm really manic. I can sit down and relax with a martini or two (or 4) every once in a while.
Chrome - Libra was not on my radar. I'm going to blow my other 2 guesses in order 2) Pisces 3) Aquarius
And, for anyone who cares, we did have sex yesterday. (big yay, yay!) Today, I was really funny with a couple messages and the "welcome home sexy" cheer in the driveway after work. I am trying to employ the "positive affirmation" love language that H likely speaks in blazing glory. It was kinda obnoxious, but we did have a nice conversation about our days afterwards.
Right now, I'm waiting for him to get back from the gym to have dinner - got him crab legs (a fave). He too is an astrological crab (western, non-adjusted, lol). I did a nice little chant when I told him about the upcoming meal:
"King Crab, King Crab, gave his wife some stabbedy-stab"
I crack myself up sometimes. ;-)
Happy Friday!
36 y/o HD in committed monogomous relationship for 15 years (at least on my end, assumed on his as well) 2 children, 6.5 dd & 5 ds