Any comment on the fact that H leaving this time does not seem to involve much confusion, depression, or anger. This time he seems very deliberate and calm, but in a great hurry. And I don't see any of the resentment or anger that preceded the first bomb.
Right now, I'm still on the fence about saving the M but am dbing anyway for myself. At this point, that involves not calling him and trying to take care of myself. Strangely enough, I don't really want to talk to him or ask him any questions. I'm spending my time trying to decide if I should just get over the pain and move on.
Forgot - very cool, on my way home from work today I was behind an SUV that had a sticker on it "DB a way of life". Was that a sign???
Also interesting. I left a pad next to the computer with a name and phone number. It was from woman at local hospital where I have appt for colonoscopy next week (Ick, ick) - she just called for patient info. But apparently H saw it and googled the phone number. That was only thing he did on the computer except check email.
In4ride Me 50, H 55, M 17 yrs 1st Bomb Drop 12/7/03 Separated mostly in house Come back together/H breaks back 9/04 Piecing, surgeries, recovery, H retires 2nd Bomb Drop 9/3/07 H moves out 20 min later
