Nothing exciting to report other than H came over 4 his regular visits w/the girls after I didnt receive a reponse from my IM(h stayed w/ away message). So I got a clue & thought he was pissy and assumed he wasnt coming. H called my cell when we were returning from the store and I had D10 answer it. H asked where we were & D said we are on the way home. H said good I am home. When we returned H was in his room and did not come out to say hi. I started to cook and he came in to throw something away inthe trash. H did not even acknowledge me as he looked pist. When I finished I asked himif he was eating or eating elsewhere. He barely made eye contact w/ me and simply said no. H stayed the entire time in his room, looking through family albums??
H was about to leave when D7 came over to my room & told me she asked daddy if he was moving back & he said No b/c mommy and I dont get along. This is the first time he has ever said no to the girls b/c he has always given them hope. H never wanted me to tell them he would never return. Oddly enought it didnt"hurt" me like it would of months ago. While this H starts to leave opens the garage door and minutes later returns mumbling something I did not understand, By thsi time I was on my cell phone when H sees me and mumblems and then makes a uturn back to leave. D7 tells me she had asked H if he was gonna give me hug goodbye(normally he kisses me goodbye) and H said NAH....
So, I dont know what his deal is now...still on this nevrending rollercoaster....
Well, I hope everyone a good weekend. If the weather is good I plan on taking my three girls to the beach and try to forget about this drama for awhile.
