I know Nugget. I need a 2x4 smack in the head. It is just so freaking hard! She was smiling and so excited on Sunday and now she is so down. Just breaks my heart.... There was so much hope and then it just seems slowly sliding away. I know, I need to detach. So hard. I know I just need to leave her alone and let her deal with her issues. Gosh, I just want to go home and be with my family. I really don't want to be out here by myself. \:\( This S is killing me and it's only week 1! I'm sorry I messed up this M! How much do I have to pay? How much do my kids have to pay?

M: 31
W: 31
M: 7 T: 8
S:4 D:2
Bomb dropped: too many to count or remember, 12/17/07 last one
S on 9/2/07
W sent off D papers 12/31/07. Me trying to live life and hope she returns one day.

My sitch:
http://tinyurl.com/3dqw93