I know I know. This first week just has been rough. Just from last night I realized the magnitude of her problems and it seems I might be out here by myself for a long while. Just my S4 asking "Are you going to be home tomorrow daddy" just breaks my heart. *sigh* Plus finding free time to fill and GAL has been pretty hard too with no friends around. I can find things to do here and there to keep my mind busy but there are always gaps of time.... And I seem to be walking through a minefield. I keep saying or doing things that makes her mad that it didn't used to before the S.
M: 31 W: 31 M: 7 T: 8 S:4 D:2 Bomb dropped: too many to count or remember, 12/17/07 last one S on 9/2/07 W sent off D papers 12/31/07. Me trying to live life and hope she returns one day.
