hell yeah. he modeled stuff for me, like I was his mother, I guess, getting him ready for the damn prom.
he does think I am dating, even though I have never said I was. he knows I've talked to a guy he doesn't know, and that drives him a bit crazy (he doesn't believe men/women can have a platonic friendship, even though I do have some men friends that he knows/trusts). he thinks every male/female friendship is only a friendship because the woman nixes taking it further, not that a man could be interested in the woman only as a friend.
as for the father-replacement, way back in april, I painted a very vivid picture for H...about what our lives could be should we split...included stepfather for the kids in the picture (it was a freaking van eyke is was so vivid). he burst out crying, really fell apart at that. and then, half an hour later, went over to his "buddies to watch the ncaa championship." aka, ow's house. so it hit him hard, but didn't really matter.
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"Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says, 'I'll try again tomorrow.'"
