Get me on a smoother ride........Need Advice

[SueS]

morgan & pamar-

Thanks! You're both a big help.

I called H just to say "Hi". He was friendly to me. He told me that he might go out after work with a guy that he worked with in his last position. He said....I don't know though....he hasn't called me back yet, so we'll see. Well, my H always finds a way to make it work when it comes to going out. I asked where they were going to go. He said....just up to a billards place by my old office. The "old office" is where OW works. My eyes started to well up. I just worry that he'll find a way to make it work so he can see her. I picture the worst.....him seeing her and not making it home until the wee hours of the morning. I just asked that he call me when he figures out what he plans on doing, as I'd called to see what he wanted to do for dinner. He said....oh yeah, I'll call you later and let you know. He also asked me to help him work on some plans for another trip with his brother. I don't worry about that, as I know for sure that the trip is with his brother. As we were getting off the phone I said.....hey wait. He said...What? I said....you know what, never mind...it can wait. I wanted to tell him I love him, but I just didn't want to push it.

I know I shouldn't overreact even before I know if he's going out for sure, but I just can't help it. It's like a shot I just didn't want to take today.

I did go out for lunch with some friends today, so that was fun.

Thanks again everyone!

Sues