more thoughts...the reason I can be lighthearted today is because nothing has happened to disturb the status quo. I keep hearing an old econ prof say, "ceteris paribus." in other words, all things have stayed the same, so I can be lighthearted. yes, my life is still up in the air, my h is still with ow, but, at least so far today, he hasn't changed anything...he hasn't filed for divorce, or introduced my children to ow (or brought up introducing them). I can allow myself to be me, to enjoy life and such, because nothing else has been thrown at me. for now.
M-41 H-38 M-10 years, T-14 years Bomb-PA 3/19/07 Separated-6/7/07 Piecing/h back home 5/08 S-6 S-4 D-4
"Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says, 'I'll try again tomorrow.'"
