wow, how is it possible that I locked another one so quickly? link to previous thread.
good day so far. dropped a very cute looking S5 off for school spirit day today. omg, he is so sweet. watching him walk into school with his big old backpack on, all the while turning to throw more kisses to me, just warmed my heart. I am so lucky. I am. sometimes I get so caught up in the crap that I forget just how good I have it.
had a good w/o at the gym, and chatted briefly with H (he called) about some stuff. he was giving me grief about my slightly addictive/obsessive personality and how S5 is just like me. he made a comment that I get on something in lieu of everything else. I'll admit to yes, getting very interested about something and getting really into it, but hey, I also do a lot of other stuff, multi task and all that. He said NOW I do. um, dude, I have 3 little kids, trust me, I've done it all along, you just haven't noticed before. but makes me wonder if he is noticing more what I do. who knows, not going to think (obsess, lol) about it. Nor am I going to think about his motives for watching the game on sunday here with the kids. Because S_O_T_S was right, about the only sign that matters is when they walk thru the door and say they want to try to make the marriage work. Going to keep reminding myself of that fact.
busy day today. have some of the kids coming by for a playdate, then will probably have them all stay for pizza and a movie tonight (along with their mom, a friend of mine). Her H is out of town on business so could be fun for all of us....have some wine chilling so if the kids are too rowdy, well, who cares? lol.
M-41 H-38 M-10 years, T-14 years Bomb-PA 3/19/07 Separated-6/7/07 Piecing/h back home 5/08 S-6 S-4 D-4
"Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says, 'I'll try again tomorrow.'"
