Thank you all. It is so nice to know I can count on you all to help me to feel better on days like this.
I know all of what you say is true, but sometimes I just need to hear it again.
The reason I say it is hard to believe he ever loved me is b/c of all the crap he does.
1. called me to tell me he had removed me from the health ins. 2 weeks prior to the call... turned out to be a lie, he never did it! What was that about? Why make up a story like this?
2. asked for my wedding rings back. Says he has them , but he is going to keep b/c he paid for them! I think he may have pawned them.
3. asked him to bring d home 1 hour later so I could stay at my friend's party. He refused. I ended up making babysitting arrangements so I could stay longer.
These are just a few things that have happened over the past month........ He has been gone 2 years and still has to be difficult about everything!
I will never understand when he is the one who chose to end our M and have affair , why does he treat me like the enemy?
Is it a "good" thing that he continues to be this way? Does it mean that he does still care? If he was truly happy then why would he be such a jerk about stuff?
