Everyday it just seems more real to me that my H has moved on without me... Constant reminders, Ow baking him pies, spending her time on MIL's house with H and MY KIDS, spending $600.00 on a puppy. H told d it was an early birthday gift for Ow. Is the puppy their "baby" b/c they won't be having children together or is the puppy just another distraction for H so he doesn't have to think about his issues?
On Wednesday I told H that the past 2 years have been very hard b/c I watched him take an eraser and act like he never cared for me, act like our life together never existed, and move on with Ow. I guess I was hoping he would respond or maybe it would trigger him to show some remorse towards me, but nothing. I got nothing. He called later that day and was very nice, but meantioned nothing about what I said.
Where the H*ll is his conscience(sp?)?? I don't think he ever really loved me at all.
