Imlin, Thanks! Right now I feel OW is clawing her way back in. Of course I'm assuming but I feel that she dumped him for attention and he said he still had feelings for her but could not trust her. I'm assuming because I have this uneasy feeling again and when they broke up he called me everyday and came by more then ever plus he did what he said he would do. (FI coming on time and coming around when he said he would he even commented on it himself...)Now he's detached again and angry towards me. Trying to pick fights.
Yesterday he asked for the name of our realtor and said he also wanted to look at other apartments. I was shocked because I had given up on him living in the downstairs apartment plus he told me he was scared he could not afford paying for an apartment. (right now he lives above his office)but seems to have finances now... I'm angry because he promised DS he would live in our apartment and the little one is really looking forward to it
Anyway, thanks for your advice. I felt like running with DS and not looking back. Your sentence "I just kept myself in the vision" made me not want to run and stick it out for a while.
In hindsight did your DH tell you he wanted to be close to DS to see you aswell? I recently asked DH if he missed me and he said it was funny I should ask because he asked it himself the day before. He said that he felt very unsettled when he returned from other country and picked up DS without seeing me or being inside the house. He felt strange. But then again he said I will always be the most important woman in his life due to DS but there is no hope for our R. Imlin thank you! I will work on the ER.
