I was cautiously optimistic about the ML the other night, but now I'm starting to feel some bitterness/resentment creeping in.
Then try to remember that. Think of ML as being for you NOT the M. if you view it as meaning something to him at the moment you will only hurt yourself. If you have the desire to ML and you do then that's great- don't beat yourself up - but to him he's probably having sex as opposed to ML. I know it's hard and I'm sorry that this has happened.
Saffie
Saffie me 46 H 46 M in 1986 D20,D18,S16,D13 H's A 01/05 to 07/06 H recommitted to M 07/06 renewed vows 09/06 Going from strength to strength
