I was cautiously optimistic about the ML the other night, but now I'm starting to feel some bitterness/resentment creeping in. I don't doubt that he felt some love for me the other night, but he still moved in with the OW anyway.
I couldn't help but feel bitter and hurt this evening. He went to a parents meeting with me tonight about our son's NY/DC trip next summer, and we both plan on going with him in spite of what's going on right now. I told him I was taking D22's car over there, and if he wanted to go, he could meet me at the school. He insisted on driving me there, but he made us late.
I was encouraged, especially since he hung around the house for an hour or so after the meeting. But then he acted platonic with me. No hugs, no kisses, etc. He also borrowed our old truck so he could haul some his stuff from his apartment to the place he's now sharing w/OW. Very confusing!
H accidentally left his apartment key at my house, and I had to drive 10 miles into town hand 'em over. I feel like I should have just not answered the phone, and let him call AAA instead. I was cold and edgy -- probably not the attitude to have if I'm trying to pretend it's not getting to me.
I'm such a push-over.
I just want to tell him, *I will never let you touch me until she's completely out of your life, and you can prove to me that this kind of crap will never EVER happen again.*
