Yes, and he would stay with me during the pg, and after. But when would he leave? How unhappy would he be? This is a good thing.

I find it hard to focus on the kids during the day, my mind is spinning in 100 directions, especially if I find out a minibomb during the day (for example, they used to tell me they saw Miss _____ -OW- at the park today, blah blah blah). Some days, I just want to tuck in a ball and get in bed. I hear ya.