OK. I am in a bit of a better place tonight. I called wife a bit ago, under the pretense that I would like her to let me have kids DVD player for the weekend. These come in real handy for road trips in case anyone doesnt know this.......
Told her that I am out of here from noon on Sat until noon on Sunday. So that she can come do what she has to do.
Also asked her if she would be willing to have a talk with me in the next couple of weeks, she agreed. Told her that it will probably not be next week, as I am working every day. But sometime the week after. So I need to sit back and think about what this talk is going to be about. I did recieve some stuff from the Retrovalle today, I want to ask her to consider it. Also do want to comminucate to her that no matter what........lets try to put our child first.
Is this the end? Could be. New begginning one way or the other. Next few days will still be hard, but going to keep my chin up and make it through.....
