Thanks for the advice. I have largely refrained from snooping and kept distance for the past three months. The web stuff came by accident when I mistakenly hit the bar that shows browsing history. Then the snooping kicked in!
I'll back off for now. I still believe we might have a good future together, but based on all the advice I see on these boards, and read in books, an affair would not surprise me at all. I'm not holding out for reconciliation at all costs, but I'm not ready to burn the bridge and go to all out war. So, I'll back away for now and focus on me.
Hey, I'm going to a seminar this weekend that looks at love and intimacy issues. Never done anything like this before. I'm doing this for me, not for WAW or anyone else. I'm in charge of my life and will work to improve who I am. That's all I can do.
Many thanks for your help. Some days it's an up and down ride. Today was a downer, but one day at a time and I'm excited about tomorrow's trip for the seminar.
