Plank removed from eye, too late for WAW? 4

[Heimlich]

A 1080 LCD is more than I can afford (especially since I need a piece of furniture to put the damn thing on and I'm too old to use a card table now )

On the 42 inch, really couldn't tell the difference anyway unless I was really close. In general, I liked the LCD's better as well, just between the two I settled on, the plasma looks better. Wasn't tremendously reflective either. I was on the fence on the warranty, but you just pushed me over. I'll get it.

On a DBing note, did a little today.

My W sent me an email saying that she wanted to keep the two nightstands. Explained her reasoning, said she wasn't mad or anything, but still has a hard time saying these things to me.

I replied that I only wanted to take one until I found something else, but that's fine, I'll leave them both here. Also that I'm not trying to strip the house and that I think we've been fair with the split of things. Restated that I'm not angry at her at all, and then took a shot and said that I understand how you got emotionally where you are (done with me), I wish that it were otherwise, but that I'm largely to blame because I came to my realizations too late.

Got a one line reply back: "Thank you for listening"

1. I still think she thinks she's done. And she may very well never change her mind.
2. I'm not happy with that, but I'll be OK
3. She has NEVER replied to anything that I've written to her regarding emotions between us that was anything but, 'stop it'. First semi-positive things she's written.
4. I think, right now, she's just burnt out on me and the R because I hadn't changed (well, had changed for the negative) and doesn't believe I'm back to the old me. I still think she thinks it's an act.

Kindof funny, we were talking about the weekends with the girls and she was saying that I ought to take them somewhere on Sundays if it's nice. I said I might, or I might watch football. She said something else, and I replied, not in an angry way, that that's your opinion, but I don't really have to listen to it now. Maybe i will again one day, but not now. If I choose to spend a Sunday with the girls watching a football game, that's my choice.

Anyway,

BD