Hello to everyone, I have read a few threads from the long term members here and I am sorry I was not here for their "big" moments. I work long hours. And I have put the "LBS cd" that is playing in my head, on very low volumn so that it is barely background noise. My life is settled, different than it was, but o.k. I do not want any contact xh and neither does he.
Then, out of the blue, I am totally thrown for a loop when I heard, second-hand, that a current co-worker of xh thinks he is a nut case. The comment was made at a party "What happened to that guy? He got a divorce, he's hanging around socially with people half is age, he talks about seeing his New Age spiriual advisor." Hearing this threw me for a loop!
Why is this occupying my thoughts? I KNOW he has MLC which causes behavior that is out of character. I guess I am embarrassed for him. I'm embarrassed and I don't even know the co-worker who made the comment!
I am way too sensitive. He emotionally detached over 4 years ago. I have created a full life now, a life that has more depth. I am so much better than this. He is not worth the energy. I just wish he had some dignity.
NewFlash: Dignity and MLC do not go hand in hand.
For what is worth.
New Life, Forced
You must grow in patience when you meet with great wrongs, and they will then be powerless to vex your mind. ---Leonardo da Vinci
