Well, kinda having a bad day today. Having a hard time detaching. W is really struggling. Start saying she's going to strive/try to get through her problems. Just couple days ago she was saying she WILL get over them. Seems like her resolve is wearing.... I know I know, I need to quit riding on that, I can't control anything except myself. It just pains me to see her struggle like that. It sure is a struggle to get my PMA on when she's feeling like that....
I guess I have the fear that the kids are wearing her down, she really struggles. Instead of missing me and realizing that I could make her life so much better, she goes into depression and gives up on us. *sigh*
M: 31 W: 31 M: 7 T: 8 S:4 D:2 Bomb dropped: too many to count or remember, 12/17/07 last one S on 9/2/07 W sent off D papers 12/31/07. Me trying to live life and hope she returns one day.
