I just saw this. I am on the D road as well, so I am happy to read this positive post.
I am so glad that you are doing well. I know how hard you tried to make your M work, and how much you struggled to let go.
How wonderful that you are becoming/have become the man that you were meant to be, a man that you and your children can be proud of. And I'm delighted to hear about your lady friend.
I wish you all the best in your new life.
~Nicola
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