I was just sat here, not doing work as usual and thinking, I just don't think I have it in me for this, I just can't do it anymore, I am just so tired, I don't think I have the strength to worry about him being at work, and being near her, and believe me not only do they work in the same office, but they probably sit like 20ft away from each other. Just the thought of this exhausts me mentally.
Me - 44 H - 44 M - 19yrs together - 23yrs D16 S8 EA/PA - Bomb Oct20/06 Jan 8/07 Feb 01/07 Jul 15/07 H still @ home Recovered!