I think the reason I put the time limit is I had to do it for me. I have lost 18 pounds in 3 weeks. I can't eat or sleep. I lay at night waiting for him to walk back. I am not as strong as any of you on here and I feel like if I tell myself this is the day it is over maybe when that day comes I will be ok. I suffer from depression and anxiety and I can't let myself get to the point that I cant be a good mother. I will consider your suggestions of time it is just hard very hard. I am not doing well.
M 32 H 39 SS 15, SD 12, S11, S9, D7, D6, D4 E/A 02/06 WAS 03/06 RH 05/06 On 07/07 told me he wants to leave again. On 08/11/07 Walked out again.
People say "When God closes a door he opens a window." They forget to tell you "It is hell in the hallway!"
