Thank you Psch - I think you are right I need to accept the fact that he may never return. That is just such a hard thing to admit right now but it is so very, very true. I am going to work on that this next couple of weeks and see how it evolves but I am not giving up the hope that he may come back and I will continue to think positively about our relationship.
I think I need to realize that for the sake of our S so that he is in no way negatively affected by any of this. My main goal in life is for him to be happy no matter what.
