Morgan- I was also sooo tired today. Are our cycles syncing in this virtual pool of estrogen or is it just all the Back to School stuff? I got a great book on being a Single Mom. It is really hard work keeping a house together! It is way more than just taking out the garbage and mowing the lawn! I had to buy a drill and a lot of other stuff at Home Depot with a two year old monkey who is obsessed with machinery! He is cute.
Re: Your H. I know what you mean by realizing that there has been a silver lining to living on our own. My D6 does not cry for Daddy. I think she only feels anxiety when we go to the drop off. It is quite the opposite for us because they have let an angry man go. He was really irritable in the house and now that he is gone we are on a more normal schedule. The house is light and filled with laughter and friends. We did not have that with H home because of his hours and depression. It was as if we all had a secret life cooped up in this house before.
Stoic-Thank you for reminding us that the only sign to look for is when they actually walk through that door and say they want to reconcile. All other rays seem pointless to me and I have had very few. Everything else has just been caretaking and pity on my part. Maybe a twinge of guilt thrown in. Never any real signs of a possible reconciliation at all.
Me:38 H:39 MLC M:10 R:23 years D6 S3 Bomb: Easter, 2007 "Every day may not be good, but there's something good in every day."
