Now I've done it

[nephartiti]

My house is a royal mess. Why can't I seem to pull it together. I have a few good days them BAM! everything goes to s*&t!

I am proud of myself for fixing my car by myself yesterday. Went to the local pick a part and fixed the clutch on my car. H always did that stuff. Didn't even offer to help. It's ok, I did just fine w/out him.

Guess I just have to accept that I'm gonna have bad days and just concentrate on having more good than bad. I'm not going to stress too much about today. I'll just put myself right back on track and lay low. Let him make the next move.

However I could also play hard ball. I have a temp restraining order I can serve from when he hit me. I have a lawyer waiting for my ok. Would just rather have a little faith.