Dads influence is a big part of of what I'm thinking and why there is a quality of the voice that comes from the outside. But the cool thing is that you (Chrome) don't identify completely with the voice it's, not " Chrome " in the first person.
Did you read MJ talking about her realization that she is the zoo keeper and not the bunny? Same kind of flavor.
If you give "Chrome" a chance to answer those accusations what would "Chrome" say.
a) "You're just a massive fcuk up, everyone can see it"
b)"Attractive eh? Then how come the one person who knows you best doesn't think so?"
c)"You see what happens when you try, you fail, everytime. Why bother trying anymore, you're life may suck a little, but at least it won't suck a lot."
And hey if this doesn't resonate with you at all then that's cool and thanks for playing along at home.