I know what you mean. Once you finally learn to trust that instinct I can imagine it's hard not to do exactly what you are doing. You spent so much time doubting yourself before, only to be "right" about the problems... well, just sayin I totally understand.
I like Rob's "re-writes" of it though, especially how you are acting when he arrives home. (if you're even there... got some girlfriends you can go hang with?? )
I totally understand the "won't do it a second time" thing. I'm getting there, too... it's hard because it seems so much more "real" than thinking OK we can get through this, we'll be OK together, it's just a rough patch.
Me 35, H 38; Together 13.5 yrs, M 7 Bomb 1 10/07/06 Sep'd 1/14/07 - 4/15 Piecing: 4/07 - 9/07 Bomb 3 10/11/07: Never loved you, let's separate 2/08 slowly improving 7/08 Piecing (7/25/08 rings back on!!) Current thread