I dunno what to say swash. I am sad. This is not how things were supposed to work out you know? But I am also angry, not sure if it is a mask.
As far as taking her to the cleaners, I dont really want to do that. I just want to protect my rights as a father foremost. Also want to attempt to hang onto the house, I think it is possible if a few things happen. Financial realitys for her will be paying her own health insurance, and that is gonna hit her hard.
I know, when all of this settles down I will probably be in a better place. It is definatly a heat of the moment type thing right now. I am not going to make any snap decisions. Some of what I am typing right now (I realize) is just venting.
But speaking of realities, perhaps it is time for me to face them as well.......I am hoping that when I do talk to her, it is a calm sort of a fact finding type of thing. I dont want to pressure her, but I do want to know where she is at. If she really thinks it is done, one of the things I would like to ask her is, "Well then why havent you filed?"
I hope that somehow, I manage to get at least 6 hours of sleep tonight. I have taken 2 tylonal PMs......so
