Ugh, I seem to have lows and way-down lows as of late. I know that it is making yet another adjustment to this whole sitch, and that it too will pass. I have to focus on how to become proficient in getting things done at work and home, while finding balance with the kids. That is getting the focus back on me, but I have to find a way past the resentment that I have to do this all alone.
I was happy to discover that tonight's homework was one that I did in a class that I never finished--a quick copy and paste, an on-line test, and all done :0) Good thing, since I was so trashed from the missing meds today and slept for 1.5 hours when I got home.
I have tomorrow night with the kids. It looks like D will be spending the night with H on Fri and Sat (as of now)--the first time since the first weekend that she will be away from me 2 nights in a row. She thinks she can do it, so we will see. I know that she misses him.
So, Friday night I am looking to see if the bellydancing is up and running. If not, I will grab some coffee with my co-leader from Scouts. Then, the plan for Saturday is to go into NYC and see a show (or two) with LI friend; taking the train. Sunday will be catching up on chores, setting up a new filing system, and finishing the week's homework. H will bring them home by 7.
I was so challenged with time-management my whole life; I have got to get my sh!t together so I can get it all done! I have to know that I can do this, even while I don't want to. I look around, and see a new problem for my brain to focus on. I hope that it is enough.
CW's D will go to the party on Sat. D is looking forward to it. I have to not think about it. The kids have played online and talked on the phone, but no playdates since the whole thing blew up.
