I'm doing so much better today. I'm allowing myself to put my ring back on at night - that way, at least if I die in my sleep, it'll be there.
But... I got back to working on making a better life. I'm going to a meeting tonight, meeting a friend tomorrow night, and another gathering on Friday. I've made another friend via email I intend to meet soon and might be taking dancing classes (someone needed a partner).
I'm determined to make time fly as I work, and wait, and watch. If ex-h returns or I meet someone first, we'll see. Meanwhile I've got work to do. I'm sure I'll still have down times, but tonight I'm feeling upbeat again, at least.
*M:50 WAH/PA:47 *M:29+ *Bomb:10/13/06 *Sep:10/17/06(me in house) *H wants D-11/30/06 *01/08/07- Me - NG, New R *2/26/07- filing of D *5/29/07- D final *08/25/07- Me - New R ends. - is ex-h living with OW? *D:32, S:24