Understand the lure of her? ME?? He says he loves me...words fing words. BUT SHE makes me happy. do you love her I say? he says no...but i like how she makes me feel.

I dont understand it??!!! I can't compete I cant ever not with a 23 year old with no history with him...ME? I am 41 and I DESERVE to be chased after....

Will someone PLEASE explain why that is BETTER (teh feeling) that his love for me and our friendship and our 20 years!! I really dont get it!!


M-20 years/BOMB 12/24/06
Moved out 3/12/07
D final 7/30/2008
finding myself again