Yes, it is a juggling act. I hate when people think I'm not living my life just because I want to resolve the feelings that have been forced on me because of my H's changes. As a person of very strong faith I know where I stand in this. Others can dislike it, but I don't have to answer to them.
I have changed in so many ways and moved on with my life in many ways. I have a different view of things since my H still lives here, I think. A view many would not want. I live in a loony bin and try to keep a sane view of life as it really is outside this. It's not always easy, but it has made me stronger. This I know.
"Tell me what you plan to do with your one wild and precious life." Mary Oliver
