your comment actually makes me feel nauseous. That wasnt what I was trying to convey.
I wish I could edit my post. Im a divorced guy, who couldnt hold his marriage together, becuase I was ignorant, and because I couldnt control my emotions. Im a good sprinter, but have no stamina.
Choco is a real man, with a real family. That is an alpha. Im just a lobo wolf running into other strays.
