BeingMe: Thanks. You and COG are truly comforting, and I mean in A BIG WAY. COG has been with me really from the beginning, although he took a vacation recently, but I'm sure glad he's back. I snet another email tonight and asked her if she got the pay receipts she asked for. I emailed them and heard nothing, but I also asked her if I could start saving some cash here in the last email and she didn't respond, which really pisses me off. I spent about $10 here a week, usually on a haircut and protein bard, because my hours often don't let me eat. I sent the rest of the TAX FREE 10K home per month. pay, harardous duty pay, separation pay, housing allowance...all of it, becasue I don't want them to struggle, but....I don't want to have to go back home and live in that [censored]&y little garage apartment. I must have been crazy to let my kids see me like that. Pathetic "Oh...I'll move out into this inexpensive apartment..no stove..to see if you'll be happier...at my expense...Never agian, under any circumsatnces will I do that. I agree with both of you guys, she is cold-hearted, and I believe sick as well. False hope aside, answer the farking email when I just need basic answers to basic questions. OK, I'm better now:) GREAT TO HAVE YOU BACK COG....I MISSED YOU MORE THAN YOU KNOW (BeingMe: I love you too...I din't forget you!
