Aud, I have been hovering around as "vapor" for awhile. By what I look at here..camping with H and kids often and speaking fairly easy around him...I think you are doing marvelously well. If you are indeed struggling, you are handling it extremely well! I don't have any immortal words of wisdom or input (surprising?) but once again I thought I would take the time to give a well deserved pat on the back to you. Always peering in on your thread Aud....peace